i am so ashamed and embarrassed to admit this - i have let my weight creep back up…

116.6 (seriously Fuck….Fuuccckkkkkkk) 

@5’1” 

this is not good and stresses me out - like im half way to 130 again = Never Gonna happen. (period) no way jose !! 

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1. I have been SLACKING to say the very least

2. time to get back in the game for REAL

3. i try to live healthy but often times any positive choices i make i F up …because i love chocolate. And so Chocolate is now the enemy and anything that contains chocolate. 

4. Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice cream is my BIGGEST enemy. 

5. I can not out workout a bad diet, i have tried for months and have failed. 

6. HERE we GO again. … Bring it !!!

oh and a PS new motivation - just got engaged !!! CRAAAYY, i know !! SO bring on the summer and getting a kick ass body. I can  WILL DO this 

more updates to come 

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goal bodies right here for me.

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